The universe kept pushing this on me for a few years and I kept resisting until it blew up in my face. Denial is a strong emotion that can suck up all other emotions and give them less value.
So once again I’m single and facing my unresolved issues because the universe is basically making me do it. I received a big emotional slap in the face that made me conscious about my actions yet again. It’s so easy to fall into autopilot mode and not even think about your intentions or how you feel in the stream of life. But then bam, you hit the brake or someone does it for you and you are forced to wake up and smell the “roses”.
I keep learning and unlearning the same lesson over and over again, going with the flow is not always the best way to go. Yeah it can feel comfortable and easy for a while but life requires us to take action. We need to see both sides of the spectrum and realize that as the universe keeps expanding so are we, because we are part of it. Stagnation or floating without direction goes directly against what the universe wants us to do.
Let’s not confuse stagnation with rest, because rest is absolutely important (in my book) before taking action.
What I am trying to share with whomever stumbles upon this post (hopefully the google universe will redirect you here because you need to read this) is trust your instinct, trust your inner voice and listen to what your emotional system is telling you. Avoiding this will only lead you to the feeling of being trapped and helpless.
If you are tuned out from your emotions you can recuperate that by taking a long walk, meditating (if you don’t know how to just stand still in a place for a while and listen to your thoughts) or just do something that brings you joy (it can be anything from eating an ice-cream to riding a rollercoaster).
Try to stay present my friends! It’s not easy, trust me I know, but really just be where you are at and see how it feels. If it feels good keep going but if it doesn’t at least you won’t be in denial anymore and you can take the proper actions to change the situation around.